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Let me begin by just saying FUCK.
Ok now thats out of my system. Why is it so surreal when a friend of yours dies?? When Tyler told me the news on monday I thought for a brief moment he was messing with me. My friends can have a sick sense of humor like that, but not this time. We are just left wondering why. He was the last person any of us thought would commit suicide. As far as any of us knew he was happy and had a lot going for him. Tyler said he was on anti-depressants (lexpro or something like that) and thats what he thinks made him do it. I dont know what to think really. All I know is that my small circle of friends just got smaller without any clear reason. So all I can say that this is the worst week ever. That's all for now, I'm a man of little words and my supervisor is giving me the evil eye....
R.I.P. Evan Tiernan June 10 1988- April 18 2008
- Location:Breakroom Kiosks. SHHH. Dont tell anyone.
- Mood:
depressed - Music:Incessant humming of the vending machines.
Comments
sometimes thats a serious problem with anti-depressants. basically when you're so effing depressed that you simply go numb you've passed the "whale-shit-at-the-bottom-of-the-ocean" depressed, so when you add an antidepressant the person has to cross that threshold on their way back to some semblance of normalcy quicker than they'd go on their own. the problem is, that's a pretty freaking hard emotion to trounce over, especially the younger the person is because they don't have much experience in this arena. i really think that docs should have some sort of regulation on those meds because they just sort of forget that warning.
i'm really sorry, my quiet buddy. me n joey are here just like we were for miss kitten in her shitty time. if you need to come freak out on our couch and get drunk and silly just say the word ::e-hugs::