Sadly this was a weekend I was unable to go to Kent.  But I did go see my relatives which has been long over due. Great Grandma is chugging along pushing 90. My cousins have grown up... over my head. Ah! to be blessed with the Morris shortness and my Father being the runt of the Clair litter.  Its funny when you see your relatives months at a time you realize how much you've missed and how much you are missed. 
  I Spent a lot of time with my friends, we tried to keep  our spirits up over our current  tragedy.  On Saturday we went to a monthly Art event known as Creativa. This is sort of an open mic night for various artist to spread their ideas,inspirations, and talents.  There were a few dancers, poets (of course), musicians and some actors (go figure).   The poets were good.  The dancers were ok, although one group made me slightly uncomfortable.  There act was good mind you, it was the end of the piece that made me feel odd.  They were dancing to gary jewel (i think thats the guys name.) His cover of "Mad World" You know the song in donnie darko.  They were dressed in suits, ties and all.  I guess they were depicting the coldness of society, loss of faith and compassion, yadda yadda. My interpretation of interpretive dance not so good.  Anyway at the end they "hung" themselves with thier ties. My heart sank. This was my friends chosen method of suicide.  I could feel the uncomfortableness around the table with my friends.  
  Though there were some lighter acts. My friend Casey performed with his friend which was good.  A man by the name of Papa Joe offered us some ditties on banjo and harmonica about our local land fill and a cow.  'If you like milk, ice cream,  cheese, or butter, get on down there and pull on my udder... cause im a cow.... moo moo moo moo!!' It was hilarious.  The act that had my friends and I in tears was "Stairway to Heaven" on, you guessed  it Accordion! 
  Sunday I kind of wasted. Played Castlevainia, did laundry, read some Lovecraft and went grocery shoppin WEW!.  Missed Kitty the whole time, She called when she could but she was pretty busy this weekend. 

Hmm thats all for now kids, I apologize now for any spelling or grammatical errors for this entry was made in haste and tomato sauce.  

Ok , now that I am out of work I can actually write a decent journal entry.  Nothing much going on with me. It's been that same routine for months now.  Go to work, miss katie, drive to Kent, and spend what time I can with her,then go back to Hamilton, repeat. But it doesn't matter, I'd do it everyday if it were possible. I love her so much and I just want to live with her already!!!  I'm doing my best for her right now since shes having a pretty rough time. Just trying to be the best BF that I can right now. Hoping a job will turn up close to her so I'm there for her even more.

Starting to really hate my job. Not that it's really a bad job or anything. I mean they pay me well and the work isn't difficult. But I seem to just be apathetic toward it.  I don't care about anything when I'm there. I'm constantly late or absent.   I'm dismissive to my supervisor when he tries to talk to me about the goings on at my job.  I completely space out during the Shift Change meetings.  I'm constantly getting on the internet kiosks in the breakroom, which it a forbidden zone if its not break time.  My supe asked me once not to be out there so much but I still find myself out there.  I think the only reason he is not sticking  to the issue too much is because my output on product still is good.  Plus, I'm up for review this month.

Oh, and tomorrow I'm going to see about getting a new car, thats going to be funny... I'll keep you posted.

Thats all for me, so feel free to comment Kitty since youre my only friend.

Im at work, someone come steal me....  

This is my first entry.... WEEEEWWWW!!!! ok now thats done, Im really just testing this out so dont expect any extensive content just yet.